LADY JUSTICE WEPT TODAY

HEY YOU KNOW I NEVER REALLY LIKED THIS KATY PERRY SONG BUT THE VIDEO IS REALLY COOL, YOU SHOULD WATCH IT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E99RTFqK17o

SO, THIS ENTRY WILL BE MY 1,000 ENTRY

I HAD DECIDED THAT I WOULD EXPLAIN WHAT I'VE DONE OVER MY PAST FOUR YEARS ON LJ, AND HOW I'VE GROWN, MAYBE RELIVE SOME OLD ENTRIES

... AND THEN I LOOKED AT THOSE OLD ENTRIES.

AND I REALIZED, THIS IS JUST LIKE WHEN I USED TO GO BACK AND READ MY DIARYLAND DIARY. I WOULD SEE HOW DUMB I WAS, AND BE LIKE "LOL" AND THEN FEEL A RUSH OF THANKFULNESS FOR HOW AWESOME I AM NOW.

TRUTH: BACK IN 2005, BEFORE I GOT ON THE NETS AND MET ALL OF THESE PEOPLE, I:

- HAD NO CONFIDENCE, SELF OR OTHERWISE
- WAS EXTREMELY SENSITIVE AND CRIED AT THE DROP OF A PIN
- GENERALLY HATED MYSELF AND MY LIFE AND EVERY PERSON EVER

I'VE GROWN A LOT SINCE THEN. I MEAN, I'VE ALSO DEVELOPED AN IRREVERSIBLE INTERNET TROLL PERSONALITY DISORDER, BUT I WOULDN'T GO SO FAR AS TO SAY THAT'S BAD. IT HELPS ME NOT TAKE OTHER PEOPLE SO SERIOUS, OR MYSELF. KEEPS LIFE INTERESTING.

I THINK I'M A GENERALLY GOOD PERSON WITH GOOD GOALS. AND I LOVE PEOPLE SO MUCH, MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. AND EVERYONE KNOWS ME AS THE MOST CONFIDENT PERSON THEY'VE EVER MET.

SO, FOUR YEARS HAS DONE A LOT OF GOOD FOR ME. IN 2005 I COULD HAVE SWORN I'D NEVER GO TO COLLEGE OR HAVE A FUTURE. NOW I CAN'T WAIT TO BE THE BEST FUCKING PSYCHIATRIST OR TEACHER EVER. WHATEVER I DO, I'LL BE GOOD AT IT.

( LOL MY THOUGHTS AS I READ IT TO SAMN )

FOR YOUR AMUSEMENT: http://i-heart-cameron.livejournal.com/2005/

http://hiryuu.diaryland.com/

IT IS UNLOCKED, ANYONE CAN FEEL FREE TO LOL AT WHAT A FUCKING MORON I WAS

IF YOU REALLY WANNA LOL, GO TO THE FIRST ENTRIES.

LAUGH IT UP WHORES, YOU WERE 13 ONCE TOO!